Something brought you here. And you're Wondering Why This Work Matters
Maybe you're going through a divorce or breakup that's changing everything you thought you knew about your life. Maybe you're dealing with illness, loss, or death that's shifting you in ways you can't explain. Maybe a major career or identity shift just happened and now you're experiencing things you never expected.
I walk side-by-side with people through spiritual awakening during major life transitions. Not as someone who has all the answers, but as someone who understands what can happen when something major opens something deeper.
I don't know your exact situation, but I understand what it can feel like when the life you built stops fitting and the person you've been doesn't feel true anymore. Sometimes success, money, status, and achievement don't quiet the deep restlessness within, and you start sensing there's something more but can't name what it is. Maybe something is trying to guide you forward?
What This Work Actually Does
We navigate this journey together and become curious about what's been in the way, which might include patterns you inherited, survival strategies that once protected you but now exhaust you, or disconnection from the part of you that knows what's true.
We sit with what comes up as we uncover the pain and trauma you've been carrying, support your spiritual awakening, clarify your purpose, and find the path forward. All of this happens at once because these things are connected, and healing one area naturally opens the others.
When we work together, we address the pain that might have been buried under years of functioning and achieving. We don't just talk about what happened to you or analyze why you respond the way you do. We work directly with your nervous system to release what's been stored in your body, and we clear the energetic blocks that might be keeping the old patterns active.
Your spiritual awakening and hunger for truth gets the support it needs instead of being something you navigate alone or try to ignore. We help you understand what might be happening as your awareness expands, as you start sensing things differently, as you begin to know things you can't explain through logic. This awakening doesn't have to be separate from your healing, and it's not something you have to choose over your everyday life.
We also explore your purpose, which isn't necessarily about finding some grand mission or completely changing careers. It's about understanding what you're actually here to do and how your intuitive abilities might be meant to serve. Sometimes that looks like staying exactly where you are but showing up slightly differently, and sometimes it means making significant changes because your current path no longer aligns with who you're becoming.
The path forward can become clearer as we do this work together. You might start to see what needs to shift in your relationships, your work, and how you spend your energy. You can begin to trust your own knowing instead of looking outside yourself for answers, and you learn to make decisions from a place of truth rather than fear or obligation.
When you're operating from depletion and disconnection, every decision suffers. Your business suffers. Your relationships suffer. Your health suffers. Your leadership capacity diminishes.
This work goes deeper than talking about problems or learning new strategies. We work with your nervous system so your body can settle, address the blocks you might not see yet, and create space for you to remember who you are beneath everything you built to survive and succeed. We do this at an accelerated pace.
Things can start to shift when that happens. Relationships change. Decisions feel clearer. You stop abandoning yourself to keep other people comfortable. You start making choices from clarity instead of fear.
When something isn't quite working, we can work through it together even if you can't name exactly what it is yet.
Maybe you've tried therapy, coaching, retreats, or programs that helped for a moment but didn't create lasting change.
Those approaches often stay at the surface, not because they're wrong but because understanding why you do something doesn't always heal it. Having strategies doesn't always change the pattern, and feeling better temporarily doesn't mean the root issue transformed.
Therapy can help you understand your history and make connections between past experiences and current behaviors, but understanding alone doesn't always release what's stored in your body. Coaching can give you tools and frameworks for moving forward, but those tools often feel impossible to implement when your nervous system is still operating from survival mode.
Retreats and workshops can create beautiful breakthrough moments where you finally feel seen or understood, but when you return to your regular life the old patterns often return because the underlying structure hasn't changed. You might have clarity for a few weeks or even months, but then you find yourself back in the same cycles wondering why nothing stuck.
This work is different because we're not just working with your mind or your conscious understanding. We're working with the parts of you that hold the patterns before they become thoughts, and we're clearing what's been blocking you at a level most approaches don't reach.
We address your emotional patterns, the ways you've learned to respond to feelings or push them away before you even register what you're experiencing. We work with your mental patterns, the thoughts and beliefs that loop automatically and shape how you see yourself and the world. We explore your spiritual patterns, the relationship you have with meaning, purpose, and something larger than yourself.
These patterns exist in your body, your energy, and your nervous system, not just in your conscious mind. When we work at this level, we're addressing what drives your responses and choices before you're even aware of them forming.
Why Other Approaches Might Not Have Healed You
What You're Choosing When You Do This Work
When you choose this work, you're choosing to stop pretending for other people and start living from what's actually true for you. You're choosing to heal the part of you that learned to abandon yourself in order to keep the peace, maintain the image, or meet everyone else's expectations.
You're choosing the capacity to feel your own feelings without immediately trying to fix them or make them go away. You're choosing to reconnect with the authentic parts of you that knows what you need, what you want, and what's right for you even when other people don't understand or approve.
You're choosing relationships that feel real instead of transactional, where you can show up as yourself without managing how the other person perceives you. You're choosing work that reflects what matters to you instead of what you think you're supposed to be doing. You're choosing a life where your decisions come from inner clarity rather than external pressure or old conditioning.
Healing at this level doesn't just change your life because it changes what you pass down. When you heal these patterns in yourself, your children don't have to carry them. Your relationships don't have to repeat the same dynamics. The ways you learned to survive don't have to become the ways the people around you learn to survive.
The pain can stop with you, and the patterns can stop with you. That's what happens when healing goes all the way down instead of just addressing the surface.
You're choosing peace that lasts longer than a weekend retreat and the capacity to trust yourself instead of constantly second-guessing. You're choosing freedom from patterns that have been running your life so long you thought they were just who you are.
You're choosing to stop leaving money, opportunities, and clarity on the table because you're operating from depletion instead of power.
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You're choosing to lead from clarity instead of confusion. To make decisions from power instead of fear. To show up fully in your life and work without exhausting yourself in the process.
About the investment
This isn't something I can do at scale or with dozens of people at once because it requires my full energetic capacity. When I take you on as a client, I'm committing to your healing at a level that goes beyond what happens in our sessions together.
Most people I work with have already invested heavily in approaches that didn't create lasting change. They've spent thousands on therapy, tens of thousands on coaching programs, and significant amounts on retreats and workshops that provided temporary relief but not real change. They come here because they're ready for something that goes all the way down instead of staying at the surface.
You probably already know that external success doesn't fill the void. The title, the income, the status, the achievements that looked so important from a distance turned out to be good to have but not the answer to what you were actually searching for.
When you're a high-earning leader, $11,111 for three months represents a fraction of your income. But the cost of staying stuck—making decisions from fear, missing opportunities, operating at 70% capacity, burning out—is millions over your lifetime.
What I offer is something most people spend their whole lives searching for, which is a way back to themselves. Not a better version of who you think you should be, but the actual person you are underneath all the conditioning and survival strategies and ways you learned to be acceptable.
This work requires my full presence and energy.
I'm not just showing up for an hour when we work together because I'm holding space for your complete transformation. That means I'm tracking you energetically between sessions, clearing blocks as they arise, and channeling guidance specific to your situation.
Between our sessions, I'm often working on your behalf in ways you won't see or feel directly. I'm clearing energetic patterns that are ready to release, connecting with guidance about what you need next, and holding the container for your transformation even when we're not actively meeting.
Why I do this work
I come from a lineage of Chinese shamans. I also spent four years living in a Buddhist monastery learning to be still with myself as a young child, and I spent twenty-five years in corporate environments learning how to function in the world most people navigate.
I understand the language of both business and spiritual spaces, and I can work with people who live in the practical world while also experiencing spiritual awakening.
I don't ask you to choose between being successful and being authentic because you don't have to. I don't ask you to abandon your responsibilities to heal because healing doesn't require you to leave your life. I don't ask you to become someone different because the work is about returning to who you actually are, not becoming someone new.
I do this work because I understand what it can be like to live disconnected from yourself while maintaining a successful external life. I understand what it can feel like when the person everyone sees isn't the person you actually are. I understand what it's like to be good at everything except being yourself.
We do this work while you continue living your actual life, with your actual responsibilities, in your actual world. You don't have to go away to a monastery or quit your job or leave your relationships to heal. You do it right here, right now, in the life you're actually living.
I walked through my own collapse when my health crashed, my marriage ended, and my career stopped making sense. Everything I had built my identity around fell apart at once, and I had to choose between continuing to pretend or finally becoming who I actually was.
I chose myself, even though I didn't know what that would mean or where it would lead.
If something in you is saying yes
Trust that.
I don't know if we're meant to work together, but if you've read this far something resonated.
We can start with a conversation that involves no pressure and no performance, just an honest discussion about where you are and whether this work might serve you.
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Sonya has changed my life. There's no other way to say it. The person I was months ago doesn't exist anymore. I'm finally living as myself, trusting what I know, and leading from a place I didn't even know was possible. This work is everything!
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Many people I work with are navigating major life changes while maintaining professional or public roles. You don't have to worry about your spiritual work or personal change becoming public knowledge. This space is protected.
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